When I first started my journey back to what I call “healthy” I started from a place that seemed too far to travel back from. I was wrong, dead wrong. My journey back to health began in 2010. As I neared by 30th birthday I had taken a quick trip to San Diego with friends from college. Digital cameras were the thing, take a photo, use the viewfinder screen to review your new photo and no waiting for the film to develop. On that trip, I saw photos of me taken earlier that day and it deflated me. I honestly think I may have ruined the trip for the other three who were there because my mood changed from “on vacation!” to “WTH!” What I saw I didn’t recognize. It was a very large overweight 29-year old that looked miserable inside. I was miserable, I was depressed, lost and obese by any measurement, I didn’t know I had gotten so big. Or perhaps I did and I just not to see it. I knew before the trip to San Diego that I was not thin or fit and had a few pounds to lose. In fact, I had attempted many times to lose weight for a decade prior to this trip. I tried it all, the lemonade detox, zone, beach body, starving, low fat, no fat, you name it. I lost some weight on all of them and gained it all back and a little extra for good measure. In the course of my journey, I injected my self with hormones (I tried testosterone and the HCG diet), I restricted my diet to a handful of foods, suffered and gave up multiple times until I decided to educate myself. At my largest point, I was tipping the scales at just over 300 pounds, squeezing into a 44″ pant, looking for clothes at a big and tall store because most stores around me only went to XXL and 42″ waists. I was written prescriptions for high blood pressure and statins for high cholesterol and told by my doctor that I would not likely see my 40th birthday if I did not change. The doctor’s visit came about a month after the trip to San Diego, when I determined I needed a physical because the home DVD warm-up for the work out almost killed me and I felt I needed a doctor. That trip to the doctor showed I had all of the bad biomarkers, extremely high triglycerides, low HDL levels, hypertension. I never started the prescriptions that were given to me. It felt odd having those slips of paper handed to me, it seemed wrong, “eat better” and “take these” was not enough for me. Now I had questions, lots of questions. What does “eat better” really mean? Seriously, is there a more confusing and nebulous term? I spent the next year losing some weight about 40 pounds while I was starting to learn and find my way through what it meant to restore my health. I moved back to my home state, ended a long-term relationship, found people who could really help me navigate this journey and joined a gym that gave me anxiety. How a gym gave me anxiety will be
another part of this blog post series, but in short, the first time I went to the gym, I walked out, I was too embarrassed by my size to stay. I learned that restoring my health was not something that I could just do. I tried that for a decade and failed every time by every measure of the word failure. Fast forward to today, 2018, I have a family, friends, eight years worth of reading, studying, applying and learning about health. I maintain a healthy life, it is not hard or stressful to do this either, it is natural. I average 12% body fat, I weigh 190 pounds and I am an active father, husband, business owner and a curious person who keeps growing and learning. I did not do this journey alone, I met a lot of wonderful, smart people along the way. Some of them have joined me here at Bison Health Coaching where they continue to inspire others. I am grateful for them, I am grateful for what I have, my life back. Here is what I can tell you, it is about more than just what and when you eat, or how much you workout. It is about how you do everything. Don’t let that sound daunting, it’s not when you have a coach that can help you navigate the way and empower you to make the changes needed. I learned what is really required to make lifelong lasting, healthy changes. The first step is knowing you want to make a change, the second is asking for the help to make the change. I will be posting more about my journey back, the mistakes I made, and how I have managed to not return to the 300-pound version of myself. If you want to make the change if you want to know what it feels like to be the best you then I encourage you to reach out to us on our contact page and start taking your health to the next level.
By Nathan Marsala – Founder of Bison Health Coaching